Pick me up please

I feel like I am 14 again.

My head is going to explode. The walls will be covered in my brains. Better there than in my skull.

Run, run, run away. As fast as you can. Far away from all this mess. The shit will follow you no matter where you go. Hunt you down until you cry. Smother you.

Therapist.

Talk.

Shit.

Patronise.

Shit.

Judge.

Talk.

Mother.

Lost.

Stuck.

Misunderstood.

Talk.

Die.

Run.

Hide.

Talk.

Talk.

Smile.

No.

People.

Consideration.

Judge.

Fear.

Dying.

Breathe.

No.

Talk.

Hate.

Hate.

Hate.

Hate.

Hate.

Shame.

Dead.

Run.

Talk.

Dark.

Alone.

Dizzy.

Ill.

Run.

Avoid.

Hate.

Help.

The Bernard Bert